sara, no h

when you are feeling out of sorts,
like you are now,
you're in the mood for music of the angsty genre
(or grungy, circa high school years)
because for you unhappy is
hurt feelings, or guilt for putting something off
because you're always keeping busy all the time
not so much "need to control"
as a tendency for plugging holes
you just start filling in
where it's not being taken care of
and then branch out
whereas a lot of people float down life
not thinking about tomorrow
you've already done your 401k research
and you are writing down what i've said
saving up these lines for interviews